I’m feeling real down.. Have been seeing doctors.. taking different medicines. Can’t stop asking why such thing happen.. Why things never been good so far. I’ve lost my patience..
Just hoping that I can get well.. not worse. Yesterday, a close friend of mine told me that I hardly smile ever since I started work.. That’s true, I’ve lost something important.. smile from heart.
Hope my smile can be found.. sooN ~
Having skin infection again.. doctor said its skin allergy..but this time is on my face! look so horrible now.. ARGH.. it’s due to my prev skin infection (discontinued medicine) that cause my skin to be allergy. BUT..
Why does it take such a LONG time to recover? :(
Thanks my dear, I will be strong. Although sometimes I have this thinking if I’ve made the right choice to come back, but since I’m back.. no regrets 
I don’t know how long can i stand it but I will try my best. As the real challenge and difficulties are yet to come. Special thanks to all my friends who have supported me, helped me in times of trouble (you know who you are).
Eph 6: Be strong in the Lord and His mighty power.. Pray in the spirit at all times and on every occasion. Stay alert and be persistent in your prayers.. Stand your ground, put on belt of truth, and body armor of God’s righteousness.
It has been a challenging week for me.. I had accident last Saturday, lost my money on the same day… Following that I had skin infection and I was given 3 days MC..
When I woke up on Wednesday morning, I was shocked when I saw my hand.. I thought I was dreaming.. my right hand fingers and wrist area was swollen, just like those scene we watched from the movie. I was scared and lost.. as I was in Singapore at that time preparing for work. Immediately I called up my friends (sorry for waking you guys up early in the morning) and I went to see doctor. After taking medication, my condition got worse the next day, the swollen part has spread to other areas of my hand.. Again I went to see the doctor and I got transferred to National Skin Centre in the afternoon for further examination by skin specialist.
While looking at the hand that doesn’t seem to belong to me, was recalling what has happened the past few days and wondering what’s going to happen next.. I choose to give thanks to Him in difficult times, as I know He’s in control of everything.. I’ll put Him first and what I receive is peace and joy J
My hand is getting better now but having stomachache this time.. well, what more can I say but keep focus on Him.. As I’ve got the answer, we’re more than victory in His name!!
I woke up with tears this morning.. its all because of my eyes infection which caused by Bausch & Lomb multipurpose solution. I hardly open my eyes, can’t see things clearly, sensitive to the light,.. and as I tried hard to look at the mirror, I was shocked as both of my eyelids was so swollen, I felt my eyes were tearing up and generally hurting. Immediately I prayed and went to see doctor.
And I was told that this brand has been banned to be sold in the market since beginning of the year. Guess I’m one of the blurriest person who didn’t notice the news.. 
Thank God I’m at the stage of recovery, but got to wear specs for weeks..
The past 1.5 years stay in Aus was just like sweet dreams which I’ve just awake from it. At the moment I reached Singapore airport, I know that the new journey begins..
Remembering when I first arrived in Adelaide, full of uncertainty, I told myself that I will study hard and graduate as soon as possible to go home. But as I started to join church, my life changed.. When we’re in a foreign land alone, we tend not to depend on ourselves as we’re not in control. I just surrender everything to God, learn to trust Him and believe His presence. HE MAKE A WAY FOR ME.
He sent many angels around me, they’re just like my family in Adelaide. Taking care of me, help me and guide me.. The greatest present on earth besides knowing Him is to know people like you guys. Although I’m inexpressive sometimes but I just want to let you know how thankful I am and appreciate each and everyone of you.
I wouldn’t have made it without Him and you all. As taking the express way wasn’t easy at all, a lot of hard works need to be done and support from each other.
Honestly, at the moment I received my cert during the ceremony on 1st August 2006, I can’t really remember what I’ve studied for my degree (sorry to all my lecturers and tutors). My memory is full of the time spent with you all, which will be saved forever…
At the airport before departure, I thought I won’t cry as I tend to hide my feelings pretty well. But as you started to pray for me, I gave way to my feelings and emotions. I broke down with tears.. really sad to leave you all..
Lastly, thank you so much for the past 1.5 yrs and thanks for giving me such sweet memory.
Will remember your advise and promises my dear, thanks..
May God bless us and let us grow spiritually and mentally no matter where we are. Shine brightly like the stars…
Keep in touch and see you later!
Missing you…….
<< end of chapter as student in Australia >>
well i know nuts of comp stuff.
Anyway, today’s a blessed day~ went to see my lecturer for my tute marks. I chaged 2 tutors for the same subj that’s the reason why my hand-ups weren’t allocated (grandma story). When i knew that i got ZERO for my tute marks (either 5 or 0%, but huge impact on my overall marks).. i was really depressed and i kept praying.. God’s wonderful and awesome, everything went on smoothly this morning..
Praise God! =)
